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Thursday, November 16, 2006 ( thank you @ 10:02 pm ) i kind of feel that i dun really have the confidence that i would do well in the papers that i have sat for so far. oh, it's not self-pitying. i know that some people say that i pity myself a lot. but sometimes, it's because i know the truth and i didn't want to accept it, so i vent it out to people, letting people feel that through my speeches, i am being very silly, and very self-absorbed. but this time, as i said, i really really feel that the a level's set for this year is easy, seriously. for my standard. yet, i feel that i can't do well. a lot of people say that the econs mcq is easy, so are the essays. and i agree, yet, i can't feel that i didn't do what i had to write for these papers. and the mcq. i know it's easy, but when i looked at the questions, i can't help but feel hopeless. i dun want to feel that my teachers' efforts have not gone to waste. but i really really do feel that it's very bad, my outlook so far. as ser said when i said that i didn't really read all the notes given, it's not the teachers' fault what. yes, it is unmistakably, undeniably true, and i really loathe myself for it. i called my friend, and she really made me feel better. she really did. so, thank you, qinsi and jiashan. qinsi, for making me feel better from the constricting feeling that clutched at my heart after my reflection of my lack of effort (for me), and jiashan, for always being there as much as you can to listen to my complains about my life and for understanding me. i am seriously glad that i have both of you as my good good good friends. ;P 3x3eunt. 0 comments |