wails: I WASN'T THERE!!!

she got married today, and i'm very happy for her, but I WASN'T THERE!!!

hate it that i'm not rich enough to be able to go there for her wedding and come back again, but i suppose that's life. 

and well, i do feel happy for her, and she said that she'll explain to me why she's not waiting until i come back.

and when i asked her why she's not going to have a wedding dress, she said it's okay, next time i can see myself in a wedding dress.

!!! 

wat nonsense! of course i will be able to see myself in one eventually, but i want to see her wear one!!!

not to mention, as my roommate kindly told me, i still have to find a guy first.

right right. fine.

I WASN'T THERE!!!

sigh...

okay, i'm done with the hysterics. 

she said she'll give me a treat when i come back, but it's no replacement for her wedding, but oh well, she'd better carry through with it, or else.

=[

but i'm happy for her.

=]

oh, i'm in such a complex mood right now...

3x3eunt.