all the way up till now, i've been thinking about how to make friends and all that, but i finally figured that i didn't really need to. 

if i'm meant to make more friends, i will have more friends. 

if i'm not, well, i can always call up other friends to talk, and in some instances, solitude is not bad sometimes. 

and now that i do not have to bother about trying to figure out when i can call my friends, well, just to say, it's a hell lot better for me. i kinda feel lighter, and let's face it, i'm only one person, i can't go after so many people at one go. 

and hence i shall not try.

i gave some advice to a friend, and it was about relationships. but i confided that i was actually afraid of my so-far pragmatic approach to relationships because since i have never been in one, i'm quite worried that in future i will have to follow some of my own hard-headed advice. hahaha, and i know it's hard to follow my own advice sometimes. heck, it's always difficult bah.

but jiashan is soo sweet, and melissa is sooo funny and cute, and i'm so glad that i got to catch yanling again and talked to her on skype. 

hahaha. 

and i shall try to update more. i know i said i will try to update everyday. but my life is pretty boring. well, almost. hahaha. 

but i have school the whole day tomorrow. quite sad, but no choice. coz i would rather have school the whole day tomorrow than wednesday. get everything over with asap. 

and i learnt a new song, coz i watched bridget jones' diary. 'i'm by myself, i dun wanna be BY MY--SELF...' when i sang it to rachel, she laughed like mad. 

hahaha, but i like 'teenage life' by daz simpson better. it always made me laugh when i hear it. =]

3x3eunt.