of course, the past is not always merry, and i do still remember some bad memories vaguely. perhaps it was because of my curiosity. i dug around for more information, i get into trouble, and try as i might, i could never erase these memories completely.

it is funny how i remembered mostly the 'bad' stuff that happened. but all those funny incidents, all the merry days of fun, it just seemed as though it just rushed through my head and ut to a place of no remembrance. i guess this is why photographs came in useful. haha. my aunt and uncle were smart. when they took their daughter out to port dickens, they took a photo under the sign of the hotel they were staying in, so that even now, even though my cousin doesn't remember how the place looked like or what she did there, she still remembered that that was the hotel she stayed in for a holiday.

and me? haha, i know i went to singapore's attractions until i was quite bored of it. i know that i used to love to wear boots until i chose these red boots that were so hard to match i stopped wearing boots. and i know that whatever i did, some parts of it will always be in my mind, waiting for me to remember it. 

haha, i know that my posts are quite contradicting at times. and i now that sometimes i don't speak well so i'm a bit hard to understand. but i'm improving on both i hope. 

it's just the process of growing up. and even though my friends often laughed at me, =p, i dunno, i still feel quite contented. =]

that's good isn't it? at least i don't seem so troubled anymore. 

3x3eunt.