one litre of tears was...simply...

it is an appropriate title, and it was all the more touching coz it portrays the true words of her diary. I know i never wanted to become a doctor, because i don't have the stamina for it, of always seeing how people get sick, and even if some might be cured, others will not. 

if i were to work in these kind of environment, i know that i won't be able to be happy. i wanted to do psychology because it still consists of helping people, but in this way, the problem will be psychological and mental, but not problems that come by naturally. at least if i were to be a psychologist, i would perhaps be able to bring people out of their shells, of their situations. but as a doctor, not all illnesses can be cured, and i do not want to try for years and years and not succeed at it, especially when the difference could be so many lives. 

now that i have chosen to be a lawyer, i shall do my best. i shall not hesitate to do what is needed from now onwards.

and i promise that from here and on, i will always work for my conscience to truly help people, and i shall never work simply because my company order me to represent someone. 

i shall do my best in whatever is needed, because what this show showed me is that people do want to be helped, and to help themselves, and though everyone's way of doing it is different...

but i do want to help people...

3x3eunt.