i'm not really willing to sacrifice all my free time for my friends, and i might know that there are some stuff i should do, but i can't always do that. if i always do that, it will be expected of me in future.

all i can do, is just be a friend, especially when they need one. and if they need me to, i can just stay by their side even if i would just be stoning there. 

but i just cannot always always pander to what they want, even if i can tell what they want.

i seriously can't. 

3x3eunt.