she told me, 'it's life' and we both agreed we needed something to release our tension.

i was thinking of swimming, but i don't have a swimsuit.

i could run, but it's been quite cold, and i don't really want my calves to grow bigger.

i could ice-skate, and maybe make myself go as fast as possible to get rid of all the tension.

i could play basketball, just for the exercise.

i could play squash, because on television, the actors play squash when they are frustrated as part of the story line.

or i could just do what i did last monday, write down all my negative feelings down and then tear the paper up.

but nah, that was not even VERY helpful. 

and i'm rethinking whether i should go for mambo...coz if i'm going, i guess i should decide by tml.

i don't know, i'll see first.

3x3eunt.