i think politics has to be one of the hardest units i have ever done so far. 

i just spent the whole freaking day today just trying to finish one extract, and i have only just finished said extract five minutes ago.

it wasn't like i did other things besides reading my politics anyway. 

so maybe i met vern for a little while soon after i found a nice seat in the library. and maybe harky came soon after that to study with me while vern went to find some books. 

i guess it also had to do with the fact that harky and i both decided that we were hungry, so we went to the foodcourt. AND immediately after that we went back to the library.

 but vern called me, so i walked back with her to my house to pass her her laptop back. and following that, i kinda waited with vern for a taxi... 

BUT meeting nadia was a coincidence. we spent some time talking and she spent some time helping me with my hair before asking me to go caltex with her. and i mean, she's a good friend, so OF COURSE i said yes (even though i was actually walking back from there when i ran into her).

at least nadia walked me back to the library, where we met some friends and agreed to stop and chatted.

and then maybe coz i went with harky to look for jacelyn. jacelyn wasn't in the lib though, but i kinda had a revelation that made me go back home to get some stuff.

but i did get back to the lib by 7.30!!!

so maybe i had to go down to lay out all of my stuff... ..? 

but still?!!! i did read my text...after 8pm?

and maybe after we reached home around 10.30pm, harky and i started watching wimbleton while eating dinner...

but after finishing the movie, i went back to reading, and msning harky (i know she's next door, but still?) AND i finally finished reading the text. 

it's not even like it's a lot of pages, i guess you can say that's the worst thing. it's just a bit tricky to understand and i had a lot of words that i need to look up! but i wasn't even doing anything much today. all i did was walk around a bit and i got right back to my text after. 

and to make things even better, i chose the topic i wanted to write about, but i'm not really sure what exactly i should be writing about. 

in one word: clueless.

i seriously need to be more interested in politics. despite the fact that it always makes me think i need to argue the points out with someone (i figured thinking it in my head works just as well, though it could possibly pale in comparison), and the fact it makes me feel confused because of the antiquated style. but IT IS INTERESTING.

and all i have to do is to tell myself that. 

shit, i need to do well. 

argh.

3x3eunt.