no..i really do feel fat. i read a myth that says that starving oneself by eating only one meal a day will make the body save the fats and the person will grow fatter. of course, this is in the short run. anyway, i guess i shall continue eating per usual...but i still feel fat. yikes. 

and i'm tired. i was on the verge of dozing off, tiana too. but i had the benefit of internet, and tiana didn't. so she tried to take a power nap. my god, she looked so disgruntled when she woke up i just grinned at her. 

and we both decided to torture our friends by talking on msn together. poor pearlyn bore the brunt of the conversation. aileen too. but tiana kinda dominated the conversation with pearlyn for a bit. hahaha. it was really funny when i feigned ignorance and told pearlyn i didn't talk to her until the end. 

damn funny! and it woke us up like magic. 

by the way, my contracts paper was weird. it got to a point where i don't know which question was by which lecturer because both seemed to test on similar topics. 

whatever it is, i'm now trying to save myself through admin and company law. 

..i just realised, i shouldn't be blogging now. 

oh well. 

----- ----- 2:43am

i hate this. i'm so irritated. i need to summarise everything, and i know how, but i'm too tired to type anymore. but i rather finish typing now. but i'm not even near to finishing. i think i might as well not eat lunch tml for all the good it does me. argh. 

maybe i should type on the bus.

i lost 1kg. but i still feel fat. otherwise, the machine is faulty. i want to lose 5 more kg. 

i'm surprised i could still ramble on whatever nonsense that's here now. so i should go back to work or sleep now. 

stupid coffee. i have a headache from thinking and my blood's buzzing from the caffeine, but my body feels sooo tired. 

i shall stop rambling right now. coz the more i ramble, the more i find my head hurts. argh..ok, i've decided, i'm gonna sleep! 

goodnight.

3x3eunt.