I like the way she described perfection. because heavens knows, there's no such thing as that. as i read something before "perfection is illusionary". that doesn't stop people from wanting to pursue it, thinking that they could eventually be the one who actually conquered all the odds and reached the height of perfection, when in reality, they don't know that they had reached the height of their life and had let it go just like that.

so i open my hands and let the dandelions flow in the air, cushioned by the wind.

tiana and i were chatting on msn, and we talked about our past. i had a feeling that tiana felt that i was being too hard on myself, but of all the people around me, shouldn't i be the one who should know the harsh truth about myself?

so i watched the dandelions disappear in the air, wishing that sometimes, i could be as free as them, even just temporarily...

and we both decided that the past is over. once the issue's over, the friendship's over, there is only the slightest bit of chance that it could be retrieved. and to be perfectly honest, it was over the day we distanced ourselves (in case anyone is worried if anything's wrong between tiana and I, don't be silly. we were talking about our past friendships that each of us had experienced and lost).