i cannot always call at the right time. it always seemed as though i do, i did, and i know. but that's not true.

sometimes, social websites help.

but other times, i start the call happily or needing to assure myself of something only to find that the person on the other end is in need, and i can't do anything about it.

i have never yearned so much to have a car, and a close friend living near me who has a car who can willingly drive me down without question. but yearning doesn't help does it. it won't help me achieve anything.

sigh. ok, moving on.

i had dinner with pearl, stef, harky and zoe yesterday at tra vinh. love the food and love the company. but the conversation...hahaha, for a moment when i was at home, i couldn't sleep and i forcefully banished the images conversation had prompted into my mind.

but it was fantastic all around. and then i realised, we can only have two more dinners, before pearl graduates.

but i supposed four to five dinners is better than not meeting up at all. at least this way, we know what is current with us. and i don't know.

i just love the company. =]]

i can't wait for the next one.

3x3eunt.